lirik for today mood - harus terpisah

Sendiri, sendiri ku diam, diam dan merenungMerenungkan jalan yang kan membawaku pergiPergi tuk menjauh, menjauh darimuDarimu yang mulai berhentiBerhenti mencoba, mencoba bertahanBertahan untuk terus bersamaku

Ku berlari kau terdiamKu menangis kau tersenyumKu berduka kau bahagiaKu pergi kau kembali

Ku coba meraih mimpiKau coba ‘tuk hentikan mimpiMemang kita takkan menyatu

Bayangkan.. bayangkan ku hilang, hilang tak kembaliKembali untuk mempertanyakan lagi cintaCintamu yang mungkin, mungkin tak berartiBerarti untuk ku rindukan

Ku berlari kau terdiamKu menangis kau tersenyumKu berduka kau bahagiaKu pergi kau kembali

Ku coba meraih mimpiKau coba ‘tuk hentikan mimpiMemang kita takkan menyatu

Ini harusnya kita coba saling melupakanLupakan, lupakan kita pernah saling bersama

Ku berlari kau terdiamKu menangis kau tersenyumKu berduka kau bahagiaKu pergi kau kembali

Ku coba meraih mimpiKau coba ‘tuk hentikan mimpiMemang kita takkan menyatu
if you truly understand this lyrics , you know how it hard to fall in love with someone that doesnt love you . hell its hurt but thanks for the truth . i rather hurt now than someday you will leave me when you the only one i love so much . that gonna be hurt fuck much .
thanks for being the first boy i ever dated for my whole life . i gonna keep my dates for my halal one after this . no more date in my life . cause it is more hurt when i remember the day you took me out .
alhamdulillah everything is settle , we separate for our good not in any harm way . thanks dearhope the best for you . wishing you to meet a good girl that can lead to be your future wife . be a good along to your family . be the best student and hope you will be 'hamba ALLAH' that always follow HIS order . dont live your solat . good luck in your life . 
sorry , starting from today and so on . i will not be going to text you anymore . i'm gonna take my time to forget everything about you . so i keep my problems with me . dont want to bother you with all my silly problem and heyy i promise not going to get any fight with my roommates anymore . so dont worry about me . thanks for everything . =)
roommates !