Sabtu, 27 September 2014

Semester 2 (part 1)

so sekarang dah jarang nak update blog sebab terlampau busy dengan assignment yang mengalahkan kerja perdana menteri. haihhh . and yehah tengah mengharungi final exam tang amat meletihkan otak untuk memahami. so penatlah this sem, and hell yeah we work through it. wohoooo joget lambak sikit. sometime kesusahan yang kite rase pada permulaan akan membuahkan hasil. yaa we fight a lot this sem, not just us but all of our classmates but in the end kitorang bergabung
because
once your in D 
you'll be forever D
so first benda yang jadi is
Kemahiran Insaniah
modul 2

ape yang menarik sangat untuk kemahiran insaniah kali ni?
kitorang belajar cara untuk membina syarikat.
rasa macam senang?
heaven kah kami?
dengan danial sebagai ketua?
i probably say that is my worse day ever, ohh bukan sebab danial tu ketua but dia antara penyebabnyalah. 
kenapa worse day ever?
sebab rasa stress tu macam nak bina syarikat betul, syarikat the Gerobok is mainly about a restaurant yang dapat gantikan fast food kat malaysia sebab time ni people busy boikot mcD which i see not anymore now. and me pegang jawatan bendahari or lebih senang pegang kewangan. kena buat bajet, and duit tu kemana semua. masa kecik bukan main acah2 pegang duit tu macam senang. rupanya susah ya amat. bukan senang nak jamin yang syarikat kita tu akan kekal selamanya. ada bnyak halangan, jatuh bnagun bersama. lagi satu penyebab hari paling teruk ialah disebabkan gastrik . perghh dahlah makan tak ikut time, pedas pula saja nak sakitkan anak orang ke apa. nak sarapan mmg tak sempat sebab pukul 8 kena ada sana balik kul 5. makan sekali ja . mee goreng pedas. sakit meyhh
but despite all the hardness, we enjoy and take that as a break from assignment . 







what happen next? KOMED AGM
AGM kali ini adalah untuk memperkenalkan MT baru. banyak hadiah dijadikan cabutan bertuah, antaranya kamera LOMO, dimenangi oleh penysyarah kami, Sir Didi. wuuuu pegi situ sbb kamera tu ja . nanges sikitt. i give them 9/10 . lagi 1 sbb sy tak dapat apa2 hadiah kecuali sapu tngan tu jaa. heeee












Isnin, 1 September 2014

unwanted friends


Unwanted friends? who want to be one of them. me? i don't want too but it happen . as i was busy with this event, now if i think it again. maybe it was my fault cause i was too busy handling things that i know is hard . i know i bite more than i can chew . starting from that point, i see them hangout without me. its hurt . even though i can't go with them , is it hard to ask me whether i want to go or not? oh yeahhh maybe it was hard cause you know i will denied so there is no point asking me ehh? but it was our event, and you started to complain that was no fun, boring and what so ever. you don't even want to participate in it. it was a gallery . what do you expect we dancing? karaoke or acting . just see that pictures lahh . and you're upset because there is no flashmob? you're that doesn't want to enter it cause you're too busy with 'assignment' . oh yeah i can see that . you know right now it feel awkward to hangout with all of you, it feels like i am a new student from other classes that try to make friends . now our group getting bigger with new people entering it. i have a lot of group that start like us and end without being together anymore . it just frustrating to see all of you leaving me alone at the event cause you are to busy to get back to your hometown ? seriously? you don't offer me to follow you, you know how i get to bus central? you know how much people i try to call? nahhhh i am not important to y'all anymore. do whatever you want to do, when you need my help , you know how to be nice .no offence , but this is me i am not good in telling you at your face how frustrated i am . cause for me you're my best friend , my best ever classmate , my family and i will not hurt you no matter how much you hurt me. this is the only way i express my feelings. 

i just want to tell you that
I WAS HURT
I AM FRUSTRATING
I AM TIRED

but for y'all 
I SMILE
I LAUGTH
I BE HAPPY FOR YOU

thanks for being my friends ;)

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