On this beautiful evening
, I was so excited to update my blog . why ? I don’t know lorh . last night I dream
my father talk like a normal person . seriously I miss my father laughing so
much . after what had happen , I still remember the night before all this
things happen , he was making joke with us but me and my sister don’t like it
so we went to bed earlier . on the day that things happen , I was sitting for
my CHEMISTRY paper , I was sending text to my
father , ask him to pick me up but you know what , my sister replied saying
that my father was in hospital . I was in a big shocked . but I kept myself calm
and saying that everything going to be ok . but me heart keep beating faster
and I know my adrenaline had come to maximum level . my friend ask what happen
, and I told her the story , she said that insyaallah , nothing big happen . as
I arrived at the hospital , I saw my father smile like a normal person , I was about
to salam him but she ask me to take a bath and eat first . as I was eating , I ask
him whether he want some . but he denied it and say that he want to sleep . so
as I finish my food . I saw something wrong with him . he cannot move his right
side . and it was so sad to see your beloved one like that . I burst my tears .
everyone was panicked , especially me as I was the one that so close to him .
gratefully , we could save him , as fast as they could , my father was send to
ICU . do you know how I feel ? I got to
take a big exam and it was my last paper . there is no time to study when I was
badly thinking about him . as I arrived at school . I do some exercise with
tears dropping from my eyes . as I went upstairs , I sit on exam with tears .
the teacher ask me , and I was smile . everytime we had a break , I will sit
alone and recite some yaasin for him . now , everything get much better . now
my father can smile even he cannot talk . he eventually can move a bit his
right side . do pray for my father cause he is my number one hero . I’ve been
to busy till my boyfriend left me . you know what I don’t care ! boyfriend can
be replace but father is the only one . he is my wali and I will approved you
to be my husband only and only if he say yes .
p/s : my father had a mild
stroke
Truly ,
Your daughter
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