my ex vs future husband

if you have to choose someone that love you for who you are or your ex that cheat on you that but you keep on loving him . what will you do
her : why did you want to get marry to your future husband ?  me : because i love him . he is my jodoh . her : if he is not meant to be with you? me : i will be fine cause i know ALLAH know the best for me . if it isn't him , it will other guy that is more suitable for me . her : i see that you are so confident with your answer , may i know why ? me : cause ALLAH had a create a beautiful man to be my husband . each one of us had our own mate right if we still had a doubt . do some istikharah , ALLAH will guide to a correct way? her : how bout your ex that love you so much ? me : if he truly love me , he never gonna been in the ex tittle . her : you made a promise with him if you and him met on the street after separating for 5 years and in that you and him doesn't have anybody else , he will purpose you to be his wife right ? me : yeah , but ... i met him in the street near his home after 7 years separating , he don't even know me . we never met each other , we just know in a social networking . but i do memorize his face . i just look him straight to his eyes for a couple of second then i walk my way . he don't remember me , why should he remember his promise . you know what ? ex going to be ex . nothing will change it , but i know deep in my heart still have some place for him . her : you still loving your ex ? me : not at all . i stop loving him from the day he throw me out of his life . cause you know what ? my ex comes to my heart but he never stop at it . he just get some rest before continuing their journey to somebody else heart . so to my ex , don't break women heart again cause you don't know how much pain you gave to her .
p/s : my future husband , hoping that will be meeting you after i had a degree on my hands . and dear my lovely girl ,don't fall in love to easily , you know how hurt you can be