once friends , always friends

ehh ayat mende lha thoo kan . tetibe rase nk merepek malam nieh . *its already 1.45 a.m. so i consider it is morning now but since there is still dark outside i will prefer to call it malam*
i had 4 stages of friend . ehhh ? okay 1st stage will be my tadika friends which probably i dont have . my tadika life is just me and my cousins . otherthan that . ermmm , i cant remember .. ohhh yeaahhh , my dancing partner : khairulsufi and my cousin dancing partner : shafiq . and a mat salleh girl which i just remember her face
2nd stages will be my sekolah rendah friends , sekolah dekat skolah convent which it is a girl school . so tk rase malu sngad . there i make a lot of friend but not sahabat sejati . why ? because when i try to reach them , they seem to forget about me . never mind , but i do learn something there , when ever i had a problem , they will be besides me eventhough we are not that close enough . *sighh . yg rapat ntah hilang ke mana time thoo . sibok makan paa* . then mase standard six , pindah penang , masok skolah cmpur , first day was totally awkward , seeing all the boys looking at me is totally annoying . but when i started to knoe them , heeyyy they actually awesome to be around . going for class malam together , making jokes . ada satu kejadian yg mna aku berebut diari aku dgan sorang budak laki yg kmy pnggil orrg asli . muahahha . kejar dy satu bngunan skolah . *yeaa , harituh dha hbes UPSR dan yaaa harituhh ada budak yg still tngah blajar* . buang rasa malu thoo dan terus kejar and akhirnya dapat balik diari thoo . legaa okayhh
3rd stages will be my sekolah menengah friends . okayh my first junior year was in penang , kat situ mmg bnyak sngad kwan sbb kmy terlibat dgan senior2 hot , geng2 abg pngawas . and kami pulak terlibat dgan cheer skolah . there i found how was that feeling to have a group of friends taht are like sister . protecting us and never want to see us sad . everything was enjoyable untill i had to move to kedah back . kinda sad to live my bested friend there . then after i move to kedah , i became to be a lack confident person . after 3 months , i started to have new friends and alhamdulillah , we still being bested girlfriend ever . yeah my life with is fulfill with love , laughter , sadness and angry things happen and we can get through our problems but till now i never spoke to one of my friends . why ? i dont have the answer .
my 4rd stages will be my PLKN buddy , dorm girl and kompeni girl . yeahh first time jejak kaki dekat plkn tasoh thoo , kita sorang2 , takda kawan , and yaa kita macam org sesat okayhh . but then budak yg duduk sblah aku dlam bas to lhaa yg ajak aku pegy amwk baju , siapkan brang smua . aku duduk asing dari kompeni aku . dorm yg aku duduk thoo dorm cmpur . meaning that smua kompeni  ada . woahhh , best ouhh .kwan2 kompeni adalah kwan2 yg sporting , lawak tapi aku tk sekepala dgan depa , aku still seorang yg pmalu okayhh . plkn buddy aku plak kwan2 dalam kelas CB 3 dan KN5 . diorang mmg awesome , kat sini lah aku blaja smngat berpasukan , syg buddy kmi yg berbeza agama and learn how to appreciate our country . with my budak dorm , kami dah sama2 menangis dalam ice breaking , sama2 gaduh , sama2 lawak . makan sekali , tidur skali , mndi skali . that memories is priceless . kalau boleh nak je pegy sane balik ramai2 and buad smua aktiviti thoo
my university friends and my work friends will not be the same person anymore . but aku harap sngad dapat yg satu kpala . yg gila2 dan yg paham aku .
smpai sini ja aku merepek . adioss