proudly to say i am eighteen and ready to get marry . hahah . kidding . no way i married in this kind of age unless it is my jodoh this year . but sure everyone has their on 'azam' right . same as me .
my azam for this year :
1. wanna make my parents proud
2. going to PLKN and take no excuse for not going there cause i will learn so many things or find my jodoh . ahaks . kidding meyy .
3. sambung blaja . where ? not sign any form yet . waiting , just waiting , waiting for university to call . haha . like they want to call me .
4. wanna be the most muslimah person in the world . hopefully i can be in this challenging world where not many people thinking islamic way . (me sometimes but still , i wanna change that right ?)
that's all and yeahhh
5. wanna finish all my azam that had never been finished before .
seriuosly , i dont think i can manage that number 5 . still wanna try . don't give up before you doing it kan ?
about love ? hmmm . me with aireel , teacher to be . things never got right between me and him . lost contact and i happily said that yeah . i am single again . can ah ? what so ever with that . looking for somebody to love me . i am surely don't want any serious relationship .all things that happen around me make me really scare to marry nor in love . it just scary when you get divorced just for a ridiculous reasons . seriously . don't mimpi to kahwin if you don't have a responsibility or don't know how to use your brain . please don't ask a woman to be your wife . it sucks when you are happily marry and then you realize you love another person . that sucks man . is it your brain is useless or you just to fool to realize someone that always beside you is yours . please , lady and gentleman dont make kahwin a funny things okay . divorce is the most things that hated by ALLAH . do your solat istikarah before you make your decision , think wisely or you may hurt people feelings.
happy 2013 . smoga smakin matang ya
sincerely ,
gadis blogger
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